Episode 13: A Doorway Between Light And The Darkness
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Episode 13: A Doorway Between The Light and The Darkness
BEX
By morning, the Shard felt sharper.
The crystal light cut harsh angles across the corridor, and every sound carried the weight of a countdown.
Calli woke me by chucking a pillow at my face. โUp. Slate wants us on the training grounds in ten.โ
โBut did he say please?โ
She snorted. โI donโt believe that word is in his vocabulary.โ
I dressed quickly and ate the breakfast Calli had brought back to the room for me. She must have gotten up really early and left me here to sleep, which I had to say I appreciated.
My muscles ached in that bone-deep way that told me Iโd pushed right up to my limits and then tripped over them. The memory of Slateโs hands hovering near my face last night burned underneath everything like a secret bruise.
I tried not to think about it and failed miserably.
Heโd almost kissed me. I was certain of it.
I was also certain that Iโd wanted it.
The Regent wanted to kill me for it, and yet I still wanted him. So, what did that say about me? From what Calli had told us about the signets and all the steps someone had to go through in order to have even some small chance at escape from this world, it was obvious it was going to take a very long time and a lot of brushes with certain death to get there.
Which would have been hard enough without the Regentโs hatred. How would I ever survive this place with her eyes on me?
If I knew what was good for me, Iโd beg for a transfer to a different team or to be moved to the working class instead of trying to make my way through the Games. The Regent would probably be happy to send me as far away from Slate as possible.
But I knew I wouldnโt do it.
Not now.
For better or worse, I was in this all the way.
Til death do us part, I thought, and then laughed.
In the hallway, Elara joined us with a yawn. โNothing is that amusing this early in the morning.โ
Orion appeared next, serene as always. Brim waited by the junction, arms crossedโbut for the first time, no hatred in his eyes.
โMorning,โ he said.
I blinked. โMorning.โ
Calli shot me a look so bright she practically glowed. โI love that weโre all getting along now. It makes me so happy.โ
โNow all we have to do is survive long enough to enjoy it,โ I said, and she bumped my arm.
The training arena was stripped bare except for one figure standing in the center. Slate. Fully armored and impossible to read.
โForm up,โ he said.
We fell into place with Brim ahead, Calli to my left, Elara behind my right shoulder, and Orion anchoring us from behind. It didnโt feel like an order anymore. It felt natural.
Slate studied each of us. โYou performed well in the first round. Barely. You adapted, and you survived. Thatโs the minimum standard if you intend to live through the final Game.โ
Calli squinted. โWas that praise?โ
โDonโt get excited,โ he said, nodding toward Orion. โYouโll need more than luck this time.โ
Orion lifted his hands, and a shimmering dome wrapped around us, cutting out all external sound. I stared, open-mouthed. Heโd been hiding more power than I realized.
โAny chance youโve obtained some intel about what that final challenge might entail?โ Orion asked quietly.
Slateโs jaw tightened. โThe details are being well-guarded, but Iโll keep trying. I do know this. The Regent will not tolerate another near-miss. She will stack the board against you. And she will target Bex again. Maybe Brim, too.โ
โOf course she will,โ I muttered. โWouldnโt want to break tradition.โ
Slateโs eyes cut to mine, sharp. โThis isnโt a joke.โ
โIโm aware,โ I said. โTrust me.โ
Brim and I exchanged glances. No longer enemies, but joined now in danger. Heโd risked his life with the Regent for me, and I would do everything I could to keep him safe in that final round.
I hoped weโd all do that for each other, but the moment the thought occurred to me, I saw a brief flash of Maggieโs face in my memory. The way sheโd looked at Amelia and told her sheโd done everything they asked. That she wanted her reward for turning me in.
All those years of sharing secrets in the dark, sharing our pain, meant nothing in the end. Why would it be any different here? Could I really trust this team?
Brim shifted, the leather at his wrist creaking. โYesterday, after the Games. She called me to her throne room. Alone.โ
Calliโs head snapped toward him. โYou didnโt tell me that.โ
โYou needed your rest,โ he said, but there was no bite in it.
โWhat happened?โ I asked, my throat suddenly dry. I glanced at Slate, thinking he would be angry or shocked to hear this, but he seemed to be calm.
Brim must have already talked to him about this.
โI told her I panicked. Went for the win instead of the kill,โ he said, his voice rough like gravel. โShe said she expects me to correct my mistake in the finals.โ
His gaze met mine, steady, apologetic and stubborn all at once.
My stomach turned. โSo she thinksโโ
โShe thinks Iโm still hers,โ he said. โLet her. As long as she believes Iโm on her side, she wonโt try to kill you herself. We can keep you safe.โ
โFor a little while, but what happens when we survive? Or win? Sheโll keep coming after us.โ
โNot necessarily,โ Slate said. โOnce youโre the winning team, she wonโt lay a hand on you. At least not until the Shadow Games are over for this round.โ
โThis all sounds wonderfully dangerous,โ Elara said with a smile.
Slate stepped closer, the lines at the edges of his eyes deepening.
โWhatever the final Game is, we must assume the Regent will come after Bex on multiple fronts. Sheโll seek to isolate her. To force one of you to make a choice.โ
โKill or be killed,โ I said.
โWorse,โ Slate shot back. โKill her or watch your entire team die.โ
Calli squeezed my hand. She knew exactly what that felt like.
โFor the next few days, we train for three things.โ He lifted a hand, counting them off. โFirst: formation. If she separates you, you find a way back to each other. Youโre more vulnerable alone. Second: counters. Sheโll send constructs and magical traps that test your individual weaknesses. We learn to spot them and shield against them as a unit.โ
His gaze found me again.
โThird, we figure out what to do when you lose control, Bex.โ
My skin went cold and hot all at once.
โYou mean if I fail.โ
โI mean if you have no other way out,โ he said.
The breath stuttered in my chest. He wanted me to lose control on purpose?
โIโve watched your power since the day you arrived,โ Slate said. โItโs not just shadows and phasing. Itโs unlike anything Iโve ever seen. Ancient, maybe. Youโve been fighting it every step of the way. Trying not to break things. Not to hurt anyone. Youโve been trying to make sure it doesnโt control you. But in the final round, if the Regent presses hard enough, youโre going to have to stop holding back.โ
Calli swallowed. โIs that smart? Weโve all seen what happens when she loses control.โ
โI donโt think weโve seen the half of it,โ Slate said. โAnd as terrifying as that is, Iโd rather go into the final round with a plan for how we can use it than a plan to hold it back.โ
โNow, things are getting interesting,โ Elara said, rubbing her hands together. โI would like to see this power of yours.โ
My heart hammered. โSo, you want to train me to what, exactly? Obliterate the arena?โ
โI want to find your triggers so that if it becomes necessary, you know how to access that power when you need it.โ He looked around. โAnd that everyone here knows how to protect against it when necessary.โ
Silence settled over us, thick and uneasy.
โI donโt want to hurt you,โ I said quietly. โAny of you.โ
Brim grunted. โIโve survived worse.โ
โI literally shattered a soul stone,โ I reminded him.
โThen we should probably figure out how far you can push it before it really hurts,โ he said.
My eyes widened. โYouโre volunteering for me to blast you with everything Iโve got?โ
โSomeone has to,โ he said. โBetter me than Calli. Or anyone else. I can take more damage than any of you, and we all know it.โ
โBrim,โ Calli whispered, her voice uneven. โYou donโt have toโโ
โI know,โ he said. โBut I will.โ
Slate considered him for a long moment, then nodded.
โWeโll start smaller,โ he said. โControlled bursts. Deflected strikes. If at any point itโs clear this training is doing more harm than good, we stop. Orion can test his shields against it. Understood?โ
Everyone looked at me.
Every instinct I had screamed to shake my head. To refuse. To protect them by staying small, contained, unthreatening. Iโd spent my whole life trying to disappear. To be as silent and unnoticed as possible.
And now he was asking me to make the whole Shard take notice. I wasnโt sure I could do that.
But Slate was right. If I wanted more than survival. If I wanted to truly live. I was going to have to do something different. Be someone different.
โUnderstood,โ I said, my voice shaking.
Slate gave a single sharp nod.
โGood,โ he said. โThen letโs begin.โ
What followed wasnโt hours of training. It was a death rehearsal.
We practiced moving through sudden pits and shifting platforms. Calli flew short distances, learning how to yank someone out of danger with only a few feet of lift. Brim braced himself for my controlled bursts, taking hit after hit without complaint.
Orion shielded us from my misfires. Elara used her blood magic to disrupt constructs and test our reflexes.
And through it all, Slate kept his distance. Professional. Sharp. Guarded. I felt his eyes on me only when I wasnโt looking.
By the time the false sun dipped low, he raised a hand.
โThatโs enough for today. Tomorrow we will refine our strategy. Then you rest until the final Game. No wandering. No answering summons without me.โ
My heart stuttered at the possessiveness threaded through his voice. He tried to act as if he was so detached, but then why did he want so badly to keep us safe?
There had to be a heart inside him. He was just good at locking it away.
โDo you think sheโll strike before the Game?โ Brim asked.
Slate hesitated. โI doubt it. But stay together, all of you.โ
His gaze landed on me, raw for half a second before he shuttered it away.
โGo,โ he said quietly. โEat. Recover. And stay close.โ
Calli hooked her arm through mine on the way out, chattering about warm baths and edible food. Elara called my magic โadorableโ just to make me roll my eyes. Orion promised a treat of cinnamon tea at breakfast. Brim walked beside me with a bruised shoulder he promised Lavender would help to heal.
For a moment, we felt like something whole.
At the edge of the training ring, I hesitated, glancing back at Slate. He stood alone, staring up toward the amethyst castle like he could see the Regent through the stone.
A man at war with himself.
What would happen to him if he disobeyed the Regent? If he chose us instead? Could we trust him, when he worked so hard to stay closed off?
Calli bumped my side. โWeโre going to be okay, Bex. I promise.โ
Her confidence hit a place I wasnโt ready to name.
โI guess weโll find out in three days,โ I said.
I followed them toward dinner, the dragonfly pendant warm against my chest, reacting to all the magic Iโd pushed myself to spend today. Like it knew something I didnโt.
SLATE
The training grounds emptied slowly, and footsteps faded down the corridor until only silence remained.
I stood in the center of the ring, breathing hard, sweat cooling on my skin even as a different kind of heat stirred just beneath the surface. Markings I had no name for. A warning I didnโt dare acknowledge.
It always happened now when I thought of her.
I closed my eyes, forcing my breath into a disciplined rhythm.
But all it took was a flash of memory from when she found me here last night, training alone. Iโd almost lost control with her entirely. Something that had never happened before in my long life.
The heat flared again, sharp as a spark beneath my skin, but I pushed it down as far as I could and spun toward the shadows, jaw tightening. If the runes surfaced. If even a sliver of that light broke through when someone was watching me. I would have no explanation.
No defense.
I reached for the hidden blade in my belt.
โEasy,โ a low female voice murmured. โIf youโre seen drawing a weapon against a shadow, someoneโs going to start asking questions.โ
Nyxara stepped from the darkness like sheโd been formed from it. Tall, lithe, her every movement fluid as water. Her ebony skin shimmered faintly, not with magic, but with the kind of allure she could weaponize without effort.
It was her eyes that shone brightest. Citrine like the Shard she came from.
A siren-born. Not the kind that dragged sailors to their doom, but the kind who could bend a room with a glance and make men confess sins theyโd never committed.
โYouโre not supposed to be here,โ I said.
โI can be anywhere I please,โ she said, smiling. โBesides, I heard a few rumors that need to be put to rest before the next Shadow Games.โ
She circled me once, her gaze sharp as a blade. Sheโd always been like this. Half threat, half comfort. It unsettled most people, but weโd been friends for decades. Long enough for her to read my silences better than most people read words.
The rumors had to be about Bex. A topic I wasnโt ready to talk about with anyone.
Nyxara frowned. โSlate.โ
โIโm fine.โ
โYouโre a terrible liar,โ she said softly.
My shoulders tensed. โCrossing Shards like this is reckless. If the Regent senses even a whisperโโ
โYouโre supposed to have control of the Regent,โ she said. โBut from what Iโve heard, things arenโt going as planned here in the Amethyst Games. I heard you placed second in the first round. That your team nearly died.โ
Her eyes narrowed.
โRumors travel fast,โ she said. โTell me about this Condemned girl you keep circling.โ
My jaw locked. โI circle no one.โ
She laughed once, bitter and soft. โIโve known you for a very long time, Slate. Seen you command battles, win tournaments, face down horrors with less emotion than someone ordering supper. But now?โ She stepped closer, searching my face. โNow you look away when her name is spoken. You flinch when sheโs standing too close. And when sheโs in dangerโฆ you stop breathing.โ
โI donโtโโ
โDonโt bother denying it,โ she whispered, circling me as she traced a fingertip across the skin of my shoulder. โItโs the way I used to hope youโd look at me, before I realized you had no heart. No capacity for love.โ
The word tightened my chest. It wasnโt that I didnโt care about people. I just thought I wasnโt capable of the kinds of emotions people like Nyx felt about me.
Was Bex changing that? Did I want her to?
Nyxara watched me battle the thoughts, suspicion tightening her features. She knew me too well for me to hide from her.
โYouโre compromised,โ she said, eyes wide with surprise. Her voice was not cruel, it was pained and filled with fear. Something Iโd rarely seen from her outside of battle. โI need to know if youโre capable of seeing this through.โ
โDo you really doubt me? After everything Iโve risked up to this point?โ
She took a deep breath.
โIโve never known you to lose focus,โ she said. โBut Slate, we cannot afford for you to abandon the plan now.โ
I met her gaze, cold and steady. โI havenโt abandoned the plan.โ
โThen why do I get the sense youโre hiding something from me?โ
I kept my expression steady, but inside, my mind was full of torment. I wanted to shout that I had no choice but to hide the way I felt, because every time Bex touched me, a part of my soul I didnโt understand roared to life.
Because every time she was in danger, I wanted to tear the Shard apart stone by stone.
Because when she was close to me, I could think of nothing else. And when she was away, I felt lost without her.
But Nyxara couldnโt know that. I couldnโt even fully admit it to myself.
โShe is a part of my team,โ I said. โNothing more.โ
Nyxara stepped closer, voice dropping. โTell me sheโs not your weakness.โ
โI donโt have weaknesses,โ I said.
She stared at me for a long moment.
โThen why am I suddenly terrified?โ she asked with a trembling breath. โโBe careful, Slate. Youโre playing with fire, and if you burn, we all burn with you.โ
Before I could respond, heavy footsteps echoed down the corridor. Metal against stone, cadence too precise to be anything but a Sentinel.
Nyxara retreated instantly, dissolving into shadow with a sirenโs grace, no ripple or sound.
A tall Sentinel emerged, his silver-grey armor gleaming in the torchlight.
โWarden Slate,โ he said. โThe Regent commands your presence.โ
I straightened slowly, burying every emotion and fear under a layer as thick and cold as ice.
โIโll be there at once.โ
The Sentinel turned.
I didnโt look back to see if Nyx had left, but I knew she was right.
If the Regent sensed even a fraction of what stirred in me, we were all dead.
BEX
The area surrounding the barracks and the mess hall had emptied completely by the time I slipped outside.
The crystals overhead had dimmed to a soft lilac, washing the corridors in a kind of half-light that made everything look haunted.
I told myself I just wanted fresh air.
That I wasnโt hoping to see him.
Both were lies, and I knew it by the way my heart betrayed me when I saw the ring was empty.
No shadows moving. No familiar silhouette. Just silence and the faint hum of magic under the floor. My chest tightened.
โLooking for someone?โ
I spun, a hand already sparking with magic before I recognized the quiet warmth in the voice.
Orion stood a few paces away, the dim light catching his silver hair, his eyes soft and knowing in a way that made my defenses wobble.
โIโฆthought Slate might still be here,โ I admitted.
โMm. I had a feeling that might be the case.โ He stepped closer, hands clasped behind his back, posture calm as always. โForgive me for following you, but I knew Slate would not be here, and I didnโt want you to find yourself in any danger out here alone.
โHow did you know he wouldnโt be here?โ
โI saw him heading to the castle half an hour ago, a fully-armored Sentinel at his side.โ
I sank onto one of the crystal benches, exhaustion and worry settling over my bones. The adrenaline of training had long since faded, leaving fear and anticipation and too many questions in its place.
โDo you think heโs in danger?โ
โI think he can handle himself. Heโs been here for a very long time, Bex.โ
Orion sat beside me without asking, gaze fixed on the empty ring.
โYou pushed yourself hard today,โ he said gently.
โI want to understand this power, Orion. I want to learn to control it. I want to know where it comes from.โ
The breeze shifted, carrying the faint scent of crystal dust. My pendant warmed against my chest. It had been doing that a lot tonight, as if it had taken on a life of its own after todayโs training.
Orion glanced toward it.
โI felt something today,โ he said, voice lower. โWhen you drew on that deeper magic. Something ancient stirred in the air. Dangerous, I think. And beautiful.โ
My breath caught.
โHow could something ancient be coming from me? All I can tell is that it feels wild. Unstable.โ
โWild can be sacred,โ he said. โUnstable can be unbound. Free in a way that cannot be contained. Even if a place such as this.โ
I stared at him. โWhat are you saying?โ
He hesitated, then turned fully toward me, his expression softer than Iโd ever seen it.
โI do not know what lives in your blood, Bex. But I know this. It is not waking up by accident.โ
A chill skated down my spine.
He reached out slowly, as if not to startle me, and set one warm hand over mine.
โThere is more inside you than you realize, and the power that youโve accessed so far is nothing compared to what you are capable of. For whatever reason, this place. This Shard. Is trying to draw it out of you.โ
My heart thundered in my chest. He was putting words to everything I felt inside but didnโt want to admit.
โIโm afraid of what Iโll become if I fully embrace this power.โ
โYou will become yourself,โ he said with a slow smile. โThe truest version of who you were born to be.โ
โEven if that version is dangerous?โ
โEspecially if she is dangerous.โ
Something in his tone felt like a blessing. And a warning.
โThe magic inside you will unlock when it is meant to.โ He leaned back slightly, gaze drifting upward to the flickering crystals overhead. โYou donโt need to chase it. You only need to be ready when it asks you to be.โ
I swallowed hard, fear and hope tangled together in my chest.
โAnd Bex?โ he added, rising smoothly to his feet. โThere are threads that pull us, even when we donโt yet see where they will lead. Donโt run from the ones woven into your fate.โ
I smiled. โI have absolutely no idea what youโre talking about.โ
Orion offered me his hand.
โYou will, my dear girl. โSomeday, you will.โ
I took his hand, and together, we slipped back toward the barracks and said goodnight.
SLATE
The Regentโs private audience chamber was colder than the corridors. Colder than the deepest parts of the Shard where the soul stones hummed in their beds.
Colder than her heart.
Purple fire licked the sconces on either wall, casting the room in alternating light and shadow. The walls were veined with threads of gold, pulsing faintly with the Regentโs magic.
The door sealed behind me with a threatening thud.
โWarden Slate.โ
Her voice floated from the other side of the room. Deadly in its sweetness.
She didnโt turn or make a move toward me at first. She let me come to her, one echoing footstep at a time, like a man approaching an altar or an executionerโs block.
The difference here was subtle.
Sometimes nonexistent.
When I reached her, she finally turned.
Her amethyst crown glowed with the stolen souls, their power still buzzing through the chamber, brushing against my senses like claws. It would feed her for months.
โSecond place.โ
She tsked softly, circling me.
โHowโฆ disappointing.โ
My spine locked straight.
โThere was some discord among my Condemned,โ I said. โBut Iโve dealt with it. Weโll win the final round. We will not let you down.โ
Her heels clicked, slow and deliberate until she stopped behind me, close enough that the heat of her breath ghosted my neck. I did not dare pull away.
โIโve watched you for a long time, Slate. I know every twitch of your blade. Every calculation behind your eyes. And I know when somethingโฆ or someoneโฆ disrupts your rhythm.โ
She stepped around me, fingers trailing along my shoulders.
โYouโre distracted.โ
โI am focused, my Regent.โ
I kept my voice smooth. Controlled.
Her smile sharpened as she stepped closer, her face tilting up toward me.
โDo you know what I see when I look at you?โ
I knew what she wanted to see.
Obedience. Devotion. Love.
โA loyal Warden,โ I said.
She sighed. โA beautiful lie.โ
She glided closer, eyes gleaming like polished stone.
โTell me, Slateโฆ does your little phantom know how you look at her?โ
My pulse stuttered.
โPhantom? Do you mean the Condemned who can make herself invisible?โ I asked, painting my face with casual confusion. โI donโt know what you mean.โ
โAh,โ she purred. โAnother lie.โ
She lifted a finger and traced the line of my throat. It took every ounce of my restraint not to recoil.
โYou used to be so easy to read,โ she whispered. โSo beautifully empty.โ
Her voice twisted with something like longing.
โBut now? I see the wall youโve built between us. I see that youโre hiding something.โ
โYou see what you want to see,โ I said quietly.
Her eyes flashed. โI see the truth.โ
For a moment, the room vibrated, amethysts humming like the approach of a storm.
โThe second round is coming,โ she said. โYour lovely little witch will be the target of every construct, every trap, every team member desperate to please me.โ
Silence stretched between us like a taut wire.
โAnd if she survivesโฆโ
She leaned in, lips brushing the shell of my ear.
โโฆyou will kill her yourself.โ
Ice shot through my veins.
I kept my face blank. A perfect soldier.
โWhatever you wish, Regent,โ I said, voice steady and practiced. โBut youโll need to find me a replacement for the Shadow Games that can fill her spot on the team. They were finally learning how to work together.โ
She stepped back, studying me, as if waiting for a fracture to show on the surface. I would not let it.
โAnd Slate?โ Her voice sweetened into poison. โIf I suspect even for a moment that you might betray me, I will break you both so exquisitely the Shard will remember the sound for centuries.โ
I stepped toward her, taking her hand in mine for the first time in years.
She inhaled sharply, her lips parting in surprise as a flash of desire shone in her eyes.
โI would never dream of betraying youโฆAnna.โ
โThat name is dead,โ she hissed.
โNo,โ I said quietly. โYou buried it, but I still remember.โ
Her hand trembled in mine. Not with desire this time, but with a memory that rattled her to her core.
For a heartbeat, I saw the woman sheโd been before all this power devoured her. The woman sheโd been when she first came to the Shard.
Soft-spoken. Hopeful. Human.
And then it was gone.
Her mask snapped back into place like armor, and she pulled her hand away.
โSay that name again,โ she warned, โand I will tear your memories from your skull.
I bowed quickly, as if afraid of her threat.
โAs you command,โ I said, forcing sadness and regret into my expression. โGood night, Regent.โ
I bowed again and then turned, not once looking back, because I knew that if I did, she would see the truth. A truth I hardly wanted to admit to myself.
That she no longer owned me the way she once believed.
That my allegiance was not to Anna or the monster sheโd become. It wasnโt even to the Amethyst Shard. Not anymore.
It was to the witch she wanted me to kill.
BEX
The next two days passed in a blur of bruises, sweat, and the unrelenting pace of a Warden determined to turn us into a machine. He trained us harder than he ever hadโharder than I thought a human body could endureโand yet he barely looked at me.
Not the way he had before. Not the way that made my heartbeat feel like a secret.
Instead, he was distant. Sharp-edged. Untouchable.
Every time I tried to catch his gaze, he was already turning away, barking orders or correcting Brimโs stance or pushing Calli until she nearly collapsed.
It shouldnโt have bothered me. It shouldnโt have mattered.
But it did.
Something must have made him close himself off like that again. Orion had said Slate was being escorted to the castle the other night, and I wanted to know what the Regent must have said to him.
The closer the Final Game crept, the more I wondered if Slate was preparing us to win, or preparing himself for what he might lose.
We slept in shifts, never alone. Eating together, training together, watching the doors and windows as if the Regent herself might step through the walls at any moment.
She didnโt show up to watch us even once, but the threat of her presence never left.
The morning of the final Game arrived wrapped in a silence that felt too heavy. Too still.
I woke before Calli did, heart hammering like Iโd been running all night. The pendant over my chest pulsed, as if it had a heartbeat of its own. Would we return to this room tonight? Victors of the Amethyst Games?
Or would we be souls forever trapped inside a crown?
I dressed slowly, hands trembling. When Calli and I stepped into the corridor, the others were already waiting. Elara sharpening a silvered blade with steady hands, Orion offering a soft nod that steadied my breath, Brimโs expression carved from granite.
And Slate, standing at the center of the hall, armored and unreadable.
โForm up,โ he said.
And just like that, it began.
The walk to the arena felt longer than it had during any other Game, though the path never changed. We passed through the same crystalline corridors, the same faint hum of magic vibrating through the walls. The same cold, lavender glow overhead.
But today the air felt charged. Anticipating.
Waiting.
Slate led us through the inner tunnel, armor whispering against itself with every controlled movement. He didnโt speak once, and no one else dared break the silence. Our boots thudded softly over the stone, a single heartbeat shared between six bodies moving as one.
Only when we reached the final archway did Slate stop.
He turned to face us, and for the first time since heโd distanced himself, something broke through the mask. Not warmth, exactly. More like concern.
It eased my nerves a bit.
โI have no idea what youโll face beyond this door. No matter what, stay together,โ he said. โRegent or no Regent, constructs or no constructs. You move as a single unit. If one of you is isolated, you fight your way back to the group as fast as possible. If you canโt, you hold until the group can reach you. Understood?โ
We all nodded.
His gaze lingered on me one second longer than it should have.
Then the gate shuddered and began to rise.
Light fractured across the arena floor. Only there was no floor.
It had been replaced by a seemingly bottomless pit.
Spires of obsidian glass rose from nothing, suspended above a vast chasm filled with shifting amethyst shards. Shadows slithered down in the darkness of that pit, and I shivered.
Platforms drifted between chasms, rotating slowly like pieces of a celestial machine. At the center, a single colossal tower spiraled upward into the false sky.
At the very top, a violet banner flapped in the wind, the Regentโs sigil at its center.
The other team stood across the gap. Five figures, masked behind identical amethyst helms, bodies disciplined and unreadable.
Calli raised an eyebrow. โNice hats. Slate, whereโs our stylish hats?โ
Slate ignored her except for the slight twitch at the corner of his mouth.
โIโve never seen this game before,โ he said. โItโs no doubt been designed to challenge your powers, specifically. The Regent will have set you up to fail, but if you remember our training, you will not fall.โ
He looked to Calli with those last words, and I wondered if he was remembering what happened to her team in the last Games.
She swallowed nervously and nodded.
Adisa floated above the pit in billowing robes, the false sun gleaming off the amethyst threads stitched into the fabric.
โWelcome to a brand new, brutally challenging Game,โ she announced. โWe call it The Obsidian Tower.โ
The crowd roared, eager for blood.
The hovering platforms rotated faster, their edges sparking with light. The tower itself moaned as it shifted and changed, its shape fluid.
โThe rules are simple. Both teams will ascend the tower. The first team to reach the summit and claim the banner is the victor.โ
Calli whispered, โSimple? She thinks this is simple?โ
Adisa raised a hand.
โBe warned. The tower is like a player in this game. It will respond to your magic. It will punish hesitation and reflect your own magic back to you at tenfold strength.โ
My stomach turned.
Perfect. A battlefield designed specifically to destroy me.
โAnd one more thing,โ Adisa added lightly, though her eyes glittered with something sharp. โThe platforms and stairs may shift at any moment. If you fall, your team may finish the Game without you, but if everyone on one team dies, the remaining team will automatically be declared as the winners, with or without the banner.โ
The crowd erupted, eager for blood.
Slate activated the mark on our bodies, and his voice cut through the noise in my head.
โRemember your training,โ he said. โBexโโ
โI know,โ I whispered. โStay in formation. Listen to Brim. No going rogue.โ
His eyes held mine.
โExactly.โ
Across the arena, the false sun flared bright. Adisa called for the Wardens to join the Regent on the platform beneath the dais, and my entire body lit up with nerves as he left us behind to our fates.
A few moments later, as we stood just at the entrance to the tower, Adisa lowered her arm.
โLet the final round of the Amethyst Games begin.โ
A bell tore across the arena.
The platforms detonated into motion.
The first shot upward, nearly knocking us off balance.
โIโll see how high I can get on my own,โ Calli said, shifting as she launched herself into the air. For a moment, she soared. Higher than any of us could reach on our own.
But halfway up, something shimmered above her.
โWatch out,โ Orion shouted, throwing a shield up toward Calli.
But it was too late.
A lattice of glowing crystal filaments erupted into existence, spinning itself into a spiderweb of razor-thin threads. Calli slammed straight into it, her wings tangling as the construct constricted around her.
She cried out, a sharp, guttural caw that sliced through the chaos.
โElara,โ Brim barked.
Elara didnโt hesitate. She slashed her palm open with one swift motion and flung her hands upward. Her magic formed into blades that glowed crimson as they sparked against the filaments.
The web didnโt break, though. It tightened, pulling Calli higher. Dragging her toward the outer ring.
Before Elara could send a second strike, the entire tower shifted, its gears grinding. The platforms rotated like pieces of a massive puzzle. The slab I stood on tilted sharply, and the floor dropped away beneath my boots.
โBex!โ Orion lunged, catching my arm just as my heels slipped off the edge.
A metallic groan sliced through the roar of the crowd as a nearby platform detached itself from the side of the tower, hitting me square in the chest.
The blow forced me out of Orionโs grip, and I fell.
Air rushed past my face, my body twisting in freefall until another slab rotated beneath me, catching me so violently my knees buckled.
I hit the crystal hard, my body skidding across its surface as pain exploded across my ribs.
โOrion?โ I gasped, pushing up on trembling arms. โBrim? Elara?โ
Nothing. Had the fall broken the comms?
I had no idea if they could hear me, but I heard nothing in response. From this side of the tower, I couldnโt see them, either.
My platform spun sideways, drifting around the tower like a dislodged moon. All I could see were slashes of movement far above me. Flashes of crimson from Elaraโs magic, Orionโs shields bursting like stars. But every time I craned my neck for a clear look, the platform dragged me out of sight again.
I hadnโt gone rogue, but I was alone anyway.
The platform dipped suddenly, scraping along the outer structure as if the Shard itself were shoving me toward the edge.
A chill washed up my spine.
This wasnโt random.
The Regent wanted me separated.
Vulnerable.
She wanted me dead, and if I didnโt get up and moving, she was going to get what she wanted.
I pushed to my feet, staggering as the slab rotated beneath me, putting me face to face with two masked figures. Members of the other team.
How in the world had they gotten all the way down here?
But I knew. The Regent didnโt trust Brim to follow through on his threat, so these were her backup plan. Who knew if they were really Condemned in those helmets? For all I knew, they were Sentinels, swapped into the games for one purpose.
To kill me at all cost.
Why else would their faces and bodies be completely covered? Disguised?
The two figures leapt onto my platform, and the first assassin drew a shimmering blade. Instead of metal, it was made of a sharp edge of enchanted crystal. The second flexed their hands and fanned out glowing constructs along their fingers like claws.
Instinctively, I pulled from my own power, disappearing into nothing and searching for a fresh path to escape toward.
The tower reacted to my magic, though, forcing my body back to its solid state, as if it refused to let me phase.
The assassin with claws lunged, and with nowhere to go, I threw up my hands and prayed for a miracle as a thunderous impact shook the tower.
Brim landed between us, roaring as he slammed into the assassinโs side with the force of a falling star.
The two of them collided, smashing into the side of the tower itself. The obsidian wall cracked under the force.
Brimโs expression was pure rage as he grabbed the first assassin by the neck, pulling him into a headlock. The second one moved fast, thrusting their blade toward me, only to hit stone instead as Brim stepped in front of me.
He took full advantage of the assassinโs disbelief and grabbed them with his free arm, pulling them against his body as he turned toward me, determination in his onyx eyes.
I knew what he wanted me to do. Weโd trained for it, but as I stared down at the endless pit below, I knew I couldnโt do it.
Not here.
There were no platforms below us to catch him if he fell. Besides, we didnโt know how the tower would react to the blow.
Adisa had said it would reflect the magic back to its user, which meant it would tear me to pieces. Or worse.
There had to be another way.
But before I could, a third assassin from the other team jumped onto Brimโs back, the weight of all three people taking him to his knees.
โDo it,โ he shouted. โNow.โ
I tried to think of another way, but we were running out of time. The platform could shift again at any moment, forcing us to fall anyway.
I had to trust my team. Trust our training.
I had to do what Iโd been asked to do for once in my life, instead of thinking I knew better.
So, I reached deep inside myself, gathering all the rage Iโd felt since the moment I saw that shadowy blade slice across my motherโs throat. Shadows slithered across my skin as light erupted from my fingertips.
The explosion was deafening.
A wave of light struck Brim and the assassins with the force of a hundred lightning strikes. Two of them disintegrated on impact. Their bodies became nothing more than shadow and crystal dust, carried away on the updraft rising from the void below. The shockwave threw me backward against the side of the obsidian tower, my ears ringing and my vision blurred.
Had Brim survived?
I struggled to regain my vision, breathing hard as I sat up and gasped.
One assassin stood at the edge of the fractured platform, wrapped in a shimmer of pale gold magic that clung to his skin like a second armor. A shield or a ward crafted for one purpose.
Surviving my magic.
Either the Regent had been watching us all along, or someone had told her our plan.
The assassin adjusted his stance and lifted a curved crystal blade that caught the violet light of the tower and drank it in as if hungry.
Brim staggered to his feet, his skin marred with scars and cracks from the impact. The assassin twisted suddenly, striking Brim low in the ribs, the blow driven by unnatural strength. Brim gasped and dropped to one knee as the platform shuddered from the impact, tilting again as the tower reconfigured itself.
Brim slid across the cracked crystal surface, fingers scraping for purchase. For one terrible second as our eyes met, I thought he would stop himself. Catch an edge. Haul his weight back up.
But he didnโt.
I lunged toward him, but I was too late.
He went over the side.
A scream tore itself from my throat, but there was no sound behind it. Instead, the world slowed into perfect silence. Every falling piece of crystal dust froze midair. The assassinโs blade hung inches from my neck, suspended in midair.
Frantic, I looked down to see Brimโs dark eyes frozen wide with shock, his hand reaching toward me.
What in the world was happening?
The dragonfly pendant around my neck went white hot, and magic surged up my spine so suddenly I nearly collapsed. My heartbeat staggered out of rhythm as the entire tower groaned to a halt.
At first, I was the only thing that moved. But then, a burst of light emerged from the pendant, so bright it nearly blinded me. I turned my head to the side, lifting a hand to shield my eyes as a figure stepped through the fractured air.
Dark hair. Moon-pale skin.
Eyes filled with a sorrow I had remembered my entire life without understanding.
โMom?โ I said, breathless.
She reached out, her hand warm as she cupped my cheek.
โOh, my brave girl. You have grown so much and come so far.โ
Her voice sounded like it had when she used to braid my hair by firelight. Soft. Low. Full of a love Iโd forgotten how to hold.
โHow is this real?โ I whispered. โI watched you die when I was six years old. How can you be here?โ
She brushed a thumb along my cheek, wiping away tears that fell freely.
โA long time ago, a dear friend owed me a favor.โ Her gaze softened. โThis friend can do extraordinary things with magic. I asked her to anchor a piece of my soul into this stone. To make sure it was given to you when the world and your magic became too heavy for you to carry it alone.โ
My breath fractured.
โSabine,โ I whispered. โShe was your friend?โ
โI knew one day youโd need more than your shadows and your fear to survive.โ
She drew me into her arms, and for a moment I was small again. Safe. The world beyond us didnโt exist.
โI couldnโt save you,โ I sobbed against her shoulder. โI couldnโt save Trista, either. Iโm so sorry.โ
She pulled back, cupping my face with both hands.
โYou were just a child. And you lived, because you were brave enough to leave us behind,โ she said. โAnd you must live now, Rebecca. You have no idea how important your magic will become. How important it is to the future.โ
I shook my head. โWhat am I? Mom, am I a shadow demon? Is that why they killed you? Because of me?โ
Her expression cracked, pain flickering beneath the surface like candlelight.
โNo, my love. You are nothing like the shadow demons who hunted us.โ
โThen what am I?โ
She held my wrist gently, turning it palm-up.
A faint symbol shimmered beneath the skin at her touch. A shape I remembered from childhood drawings she made on my arm in soot or ink. Curved lines. A doorway.
โWhen you were born,โ she said, โyou carried too much power. Too much light fighting against too much darkness. Without the proper training and support, it would have torn you apart, and it would have drawn them to you. So I sealed it. Hid it where only love could awaken it again.โ
Her fingertips glowed.
The symbol lifted from my skin like ink rising from parchment.
Pain flared, white and searing, and the entire frozen world around us pulsed once in recognition.
โYou are not a shadow demon. You do not turn into shadow. You control them,โ she whispered. โYou are Veilborn, and there is no one else in all the worlds of the universe like you. You are a doorway between the light and the darkness. Half umbra-born like me. Half portal fae, like your father. The last living heir to two separate ancient lines that could bend reality, move through time, walk between worlds without tearing them open.โ
My pulse stuttered. โVeilborn?โ
โThereโs no time to explain the full history, but remember the name. Seek it out in the ancient library here beneath the city,โ she said. โThere was a time when there were more of your kind. Veilborn children from different lineages. But like many things, the Order of Shadows corrupted their magic, using children like you to open doors they had no right to touch.โ
Her palms pressed over my heart.
โWhen shadow demons came for all the Veilborn, you survived because I kept your magic hidden. But it is awake now, and it will not sleep again. You must learn to shape it, or it will devour you.โ
โWhy now?โ My voice broke. โWhy are you here? When everything is falling apart?โ
โBecause this is the moment you needed me most.โ
The assassin behind me flickered like a dying flame as time strained against the magic binding it. My motherโs face crumpled with tears as she drew me closer.
โWe donโt have long,โ she said. โYou must listen.โ
I clung to her hands. โPlease donโt go. I canโt lose you again.โ
โI cannot stay,โ she said, holding me tightly, her forehead pressed to mine. โWhen time resumes, the assassin will strike. You must defend yourself. You must use what Iโve unsealed.โ
โI donโt know how.โ
โYour magic knows,โ she said. โTrust yourself, and it will not fail you.โ
Tears slipped down her face.
โSurvive this, Bex. Not just because you must, but because you were born for more than pain. More than running. More than fear.โ
The tower shuddered as time began to crack back into motion.
The light around her dimmed.
โMom, please.โ
Her hand touched the pendant one last time.
โWhen the moment is darkest,โ she whispered, โyou can use this to call for Sabine. But be careful. Her help always carries a cost.โ
Her form wavered, but I clung to her despite knowing our time was almost over.
โMom, I love you.โ
She touched my face one last time, a sad smile on her lips as her form dissolved into light.
โI love you, too, my sweet girl. Forever.โ
Time snapped back.
The assassinโs blade swung toward my neck, and magic surged up my arms like fire and storm and memory.
I didnโt think.
I didnโt aim.
I didnโt hesitate.
The Veilborn power my mother had unlocked awakened with a roar.
A shockwave ripped outward from my palms, bursts of shadow and blinding white light intertwined like living threads. The air cracked, bending around the force as the tower groaned beneath us.
The assassin never even had time to scream.
They disintegrated into dust.
Not burned. Not blasted off the platform.
Unmade entirely.
I staggered, gasping as I remembered. Brim was still falling. I knelt down, determined to find him in the darkness.
I stretched my power toward the shadows that lined the tower. Elongated them. Forced them to become solid like a net beneath him. I had no idea how I was doing it. Only that something inside me knew had taken over.
For a heartbeat, Brim hung suspended above the abyss, weightless and shocked, cradled by shadows Iโd somehow manipulated and made solid.
I called to them, pulling Brim upward toward the platform next to me, dropping him softly at my side.
Brim was safe, but above me, Calli screamed. She was free from the net, but sheโd been forced down to a lower platform by one of the two remaining members of the opposing team.
They werenโt coming after me at all, anymore.
They were going for the win.
The tower groaned under the strain of so much magic. Crystals flickered. Stair segments shook loose. The air warped, almost like heat rising from stone.
Something tugged behind my ribs.
I didnโt have time to think.
I stepped forward, and the ground vanished.
A seam of pale light split open beneath my foot.
My body moved through it, guided by instinct more than choice.
The same cold magic Iโd felt when I first walked through the mirror portal into this world consumed me again. My entire reality seemed to flip inside out as I passed through some dark void and stumbled out onto a higher ledge of the tower, only a few strides below the banner.
The tower had not done that.
I had.
Somehow, Iโd opened a portal and stepped through.
Just below me, Calli reached one of the climbers from the other team and kicked him back. He fell to one knee.
Above me, on the next platform up, Elara created a stair-like webbing made of blood and began to climb it toward the final ledge.
Calli screamed. โElara, watch out. Itโs going to fall.โ
At that moment, the platform just beneath Elara fell into the void, ripping her makeshift ladder into pieces. She fell so fast, tumbling toward the darkness, her eyes wide as if she were on some grand adventure. There was no fear there. Only exhilaration. And something else as her eyes met mine.
Complete trust.
I took a deep breath, directing the light side of my magic to the empty space below her. The air rippled as another seam opened just in time for Elara to fall through it.
I realized that inside my mindโs eye, I could direct the portal. Open it anywhere I wanted. Anywhere I envisioned.
I looked up, watching the banner snapping in the wind above me as the final Condemned from the opposing side reached toward it. A crow flew past him, her beak ripping into his shoulder and knocking him temporarily off balance. The Condemned threw a bright green spell toward her.
I couldnโt save Calli and hold Elaraโs portal open at the same time, but just then, from several platforms below, Orion shouted as the Condemnedโs poison splattered and hissed against one of his shields, thrown just in time to keep Calli safe.
Our eyes met, and he nodded to me, knowing we were almost there.
I directed the light toward the final, top platform, and in an instant, Elara emerged, breathless and wild-eyed as she grabbed the banner.
A ringing silence fell over the tower.
Adisaโs voice rose through the still air, sharp and resonant.
โVictory to Warden Slateโs team.โ
The crowd erupted as the floor of the arena reappeared and the tower folded into itself, bringing all of its spires, staircases, and platforms down with a shudder, reuniting our team.
Whole.
Alive.
Victorious.
For a heartbeat none of us moved. Then Calli slammed into me, shifting back into human form as she wrapped her arms tight around my neck, laughing and crying in the same breath.
โWe did it,โ she said, voice cracking. โWe actually did it.โ
Elara arrived next, hauling me into a fierce hug that lasted one solid second before she pushed me back and inspected me like I might fall apart.
โStill alive,โ she said. โGood. I donโt have the energy to avenge you today.โ
Orion placed one steady hand on my shoulder. โI told you the magic would unlock when it was meant to. You were extraordinary.โ
Brim reached us last, limping, his breath ragged. When he stopped in front of me, our eyes met. โThank you.โ
The weight of it hit hard as he embraced me, his arms dusty and cracked.
The arena roared as the false sky pulsed with light. Magical fireworks exploded over the Amethyst arena, and though I looked for the Regent on her dais, she was gone. Her throne abandoned.
We came together in a knot of arms and bruises, five bodies leaning into each other because none of us could quite stand on our own yet. For the first time, it felt like we werenโt just a team because the Shard had shoved us together.
Weโd chosen each other. Survived for each other.
And I knew now, without a doubt, that we could trust each other.
Calli wiped her eyes. โThink Slate will give us one of his famous motivational speeches? Or criticize us for taking so long to win?โ
I smiled, breath still uneven, and turned toward the entry tunnel where heโd be waiting when a Sentinel stepped into our path.
โCondemned,โ he said. โYou are summoned to the throne room immediately.โ
My stomach tightened. Around me, the others stilled.
Brim straightened. Elara cursed under her breath. Orionโs hand hovered just slightly nearer his side, as if ready to shield us all if needed.
Calli laced her fingers through mine.
Without a word, we followed, walking together down the long corridor carved from violet crystal. The crowdโs roaring faded behind us.
Slate slipped into our formation, shoulders rigid, his eyes dark with a fear he tried, and failed, to mask
At the end of the hall, massive doors slid open, and every one of us froze.
Because the woman sitting on the amethyst throne, draped in violet and shadow was not the Regent.
โPriestess Black,โ Slate said, immediately dropping to one knee before the throne.
Every guard in the room, including the tall, cat-like women dressed in black with their amethyst collars at their necks, bowed low.
The rest of us followed.
โRise,โ she said, her soft voice commanding us.
Her daughter, the Regent, appeared around the side of the throne, her eyes red from tears and frustration. Her face tight with worry as the Priestess stood.
Her eyes brushed over the team like we were clutter.
Then they stopped on me, nearly pinning me to the spot.
โSo,โ she murmured, stepping toward me with a thin smile. โThis is the little phantom my daughter cannot seem to kill, no matter how hard she tries.โ
โI neverโโ
โSay another word, and Iโll replace you faster than you can beg for your life.โ
The Regentโs mouth snapped closed, fury like a storm gathering in her eyes.
My breath hitched, and Calliโs hand found mine, steadying me.
The Priestess smiled, slow and amused.
โMy daughter has always been impatient. Impulsive. And entirely too confident in her control of this Shard.โ
She waved a dismissive hand.
โIโve cleaned up her mistakes before. But youโฆโ
She stepped closer until my pulse stuttered.
โYou are not a mistake. You are a treasure.โ
Her gaze passed over me.
โI felt the tower react to you. Some kind of disturbance inside that fight that I canโt explain. I would like to know what happened to you in there.โ
Slate took a step forward, his body coiled tightly, but the Priestess held up a hand, commanding him to stop.
โYou will come to my tower tomorrow at dawn,โ she said. โAlone.โ
My heart stopped.
โFor what?โ I asked before I could stop myself.
She smiled again, beautiful and lethal.
Far too young to be the Regentโs mother, although no doubt using some type of magic to make herself look that way. So many witches in the Order used glamours, but hers was a beauty unlike any Iโd ever seen before.
Pure vitality. Almost intoxicating beauty.
If we all believed the Regent to be powerful, she was nothing compared to the Priestess.
โSince you have won great glory for my Shard, I will allow your question to go unpunished for now,โ she said. โBut you will come to me tomorrow simply because I have commanded it.โ
A beat of silence.
โAnd to remind my daughter,โ she added lightly, โthat she is not the only power in this Shard worth fearing.โ
The doors behind us opened on their own.
โGo,โ she said. โCelebrate and rest. You have earned a feast before your real training begins. Tonight, youโll be moved to new rooms here inside the castle, where you will be rewarded for your victory and your loyalty. Because when the Shadow Games begin, I expect you to be ready. Win those Games or I will kill you myself.โ
We didnโt breathe until we were in the hallway again.
Calli finally whispered, โSo. Weโre basically doomed.โ
Elara laughed. โPerhaps, but at least we will live like royalty before death comes for us.โ
The throne room doors closed, and the moment we stepped into the outer hall, sound crashed over us. Cheering, music, the melody of glass against glass.
A celebration.
Sentinels guided us down a corridor into a vast chamber glittering with amethyst chandeliers and crowded with nobles, Wardens, and influential figures from across the Shard. Tables overflowed with rich foods, glowing potions, and spiced elixirs that heated the air.
Lavender stood to one side of the room, her eyes meeting mine briefly as she nodded her head and smiled. She placed a hand on her chest, and I knew she understood what had happened to me inside the obsidian tower. I would need to find her later when we could be alone. I needed to know what she could tell me about the Veilborn.
Beside me, Calli nearly vibrated with delight.
Elara immediately went hunting for trouble. Or dessert. Possibly both.
Orion drifted toward a quiet corner with a cup of tea and a small plate of cakes.
Brim, however, barely made it two steps before a wave of overexcited Condemned surged toward us, congratulating the team.
Calli squeaked as the crowd jostled her forward, right onto Brimโs lap as he sat heavily on the nearest cushioned bench.
His eyes went wide. His dark cheeks flushed maroon.
Calli blinked up at him, perched awkwardly on his thigh.
The two of them shared a long, awkward look before Calli quickly stood, laughing so hard with nerves she nearly tripped and fell onto him again.
Elara elbowed me, rejoining the group with a very large glass of what I hoped was red wine. โI give them two weeks.โ
I smiled as warmth bubbled in my chest. I may have grown up without a family, but this was my family now, and I knew that we would risk everything for each other. No matter what.
But there was one member of this newfound family who was painfully absent.
Slate was nowhere to be found.
I scanned faces, shadows, every entrance.
Nothing.
On my way to check a different corridor, however, I slipped into the shadows as a Sentinel mentioned his name.
โThe Regent wants to speak with him, but I havenโt been able to find him,โ he said.
โWarden Slate? The last I saw, he was headed toward the gardens. I searched but couldnโt find him, though. Maybe check the terrace.โ
That was all I needed.
While the others laughed and pressed cups into each otherโs hands, I slipped into the shadows and followed the lantern-lit path down the back corridor. My heartbeat thudded too loud.
I told myself I didnโt care if I found him or not.
That I simply wanted to thank him.
To ask him what I should say to the Priestess.
Lies, all of them. What I wanted was something I knew I shouldnโt want. Especially not here.
But I wanted it anyway.
I reached the courtyard archway and froze.
He was there in the darkness at the edge of the garden.
And he wasnโt alone.
I let go of the solid shape of my body, slipping into the thin place between shadow and light. My form blurred, vanished, until nothing of me remained but silence.
A tall woman with a thin collar of citrines glittering around her neck stood with him, making my stomach twist with a jealousy I had no right to feel.
She was stunningly beautiful, and her voice carried like venom in silk.
โYou were told to kill her,โ she said. โAnd yet she lives. You saw her out there today. Sheโs getting stronger. More unstable by the hour. Sheโs got the attention of the Amethyst Priestess, Slate. If we donโt eliminate her soon, sheโll expose us all.โ
โI said Iโll handle her.โ
โWhy do I feel like, after all this time, I canโt trust you anymore? That you care more for her than youโre telling me?โ
โYouโre the one spinning fairytales, Nyx. She means nothing to me. Sheโs a tool. A piece on the board. Thatโs all.โ
โSo you would kill her if it comes to it?โ the woman pressed.
A long silence stretched into eternity before he answered.
โIf I have to.โ
The words nearly broke my heart, and it took everything not to make a sound or step out of the shadows to confront them both.
His next breath faltered, and he lifted his head just a fraction. Toward the shadows where I stood.
Like he felt me break.
โYou need to go,โ he said, and I wasnโt sure if he was talking to the woman or to me.
Either way, I fled, reaching the empty corridor before the tears finally fell, hot against my cheeks.
I told myself he meant nothing to me, either.
That the bond between us was a lie.
But as I pressed a hand to my chest, the runes beneath his skin ignited in my memory, bright enough to burn away every doubt.
We were bonded in ways neither of us understood.
Ways he was desperate to deny.
And deep beneath the Shard, something ancient stirred in answer. It had awakened the moment I arrived here. A favor to my mother wrapped in some ancient game played not just by the Order but also by Sabine, a fae of unimaginable power.
We were all just pieces being moved along some mighty chessboard.
Slate wasnโt my enemy.
He never had been.
He was something far more dangerous than that.
And now. After today. After everything my mother had unsealed. So was I.
Because in that moment, standing there with my heart broken and my magic flaring, I knew that I would not be just another pawn in their game.
I was going to destroy it.
THE END OF BOOK 1!!! Oh my goodness, ya’ll! I have had this world in my head for so so long, and it’s finally REAL. Thank you for listening and reading along! All BCS members will receive a free copy of the ebook coming December 5th. Thank you all so much!
